Yesterday was a rather terrible day in the life of our family. I really don't know what I want to say. I don't know how to express in words how much it hurts to have lost our dear Nala. She was not a perfect dog but it is some of her naughtier moments that come back to mind so fondly now that she is gone. She always wanted to please us and sometimes she chose to present her latest wildlife capture as a gift to us.......I remember her with mouthfuls of dove or bunny.......once she even presented an entire family of baby bunnies. On another occasion, because she was a retriever and had good hunting blood somewhere deep in her ancestry, she captured a chipmunk in our neighbor's downspout and in the process actually tore the downspout from the brickwork on this neighbor's house.
Nala used to like to do laundry, as Lenn and I referred to it, whenever we would be away from home for awhile and leave her behind unattended. She would find whatever articles of clothing of ours that were within her reach and she would scatter them about.......her act of expressing loneliness or displeasure at our leaving? Sometimes she would act out her separation anxiety by completely destroying any available trash bag........leaving a huge mess. Once when she was on vacation with us in North Carolina, we locked her in a hallway and came home to find that she had actually chewed up the doorknob in order to escape. Smart girl.
She loved produce........especially tomatoes and bananas. She used to pick the ripest, nicest tomatoes right off of the plants in our backyard and then would eat them. Or when she ran out of ripe tomatoes, she'd settle for green ones and then just drop them in the yard. But her favorite treat was bananas. She could beg like nobody's business when someone was eating a banana. I got to the place where I never denied her a bite of my banana......I knew it brought her such joy and I didn't really care if I was rewarding bad behavior........she was an old girl, after all. She was entitled to some quirks in her old age.
We rescued Nala from the Golden Retriever rescue when she was about 3 yrs old. The first day we got her, we brought her home and had a housefull of college friends over for a visit. There were two young children in the mix and here we had just adopted this dog that we really didn't know very well and yet we were all immediately comfortable letting these children love on her and crawl all over her. She was truly the best family dog. She loved all of her people. She endured much hair-pulling and having her tail stepped on and ears tugged as we worked to train these children of ours how to be gentle with our doggie. She was exceedingly patient. And she had a special fondness for her Papas. Papa Don would always present her with a dog bone when he would visit and she would hold it in her mouth and wag her whole body and make this characteristic Nala-sound of pure pleasure. Papa Carl was also near and dear to Nala as he would often walk her whenever we would visit Carl and Evelyn in Nappanee. She loved to be on duty with all of the squirrels in Carl and Evelyn's backyard.......she never caught one but boy did she try time and again.
I can't believe how fast our 9 years with her flew by. I was not at all ready to let her go and yet I had too much respect for her to make her endure even one more day of a life that had lost its beauty. She was such a constant in my life and it feels so empty to not have her here with me. I knew it would hurt to say good-bye to her but I guess I wasn't prepared for this much heartache. So many friends and loved ones have expressed kind words of sympathy and I know that we are not alone in our grieving. She was well loved by many and will always hold a very special place in our hearts and in our family. I miss her so much.
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